HAIL MARY!

Okay, so maybe it's not that extreme. Today was a sorta crappy day for me. And I've been cynical about there being any sighting of snow or anything snow-ish. But I must say that today is ending good. Because......IT'S SNOWING! Okay, not so much snowing as there being a brief period of crystallized water falling. But it was so cool. I mean, now, it might snow and we got the day off tomorrow, too. It's perfect! We finished our exams, we get snow, and we get the day off tomorrow(since it's staff day). We here in the Beach get our cake and eat it too. With style. Maybe there will actually be snow that sticks during the night. All I can say is that even that small period of semi-snow has made me feel happier. So I'm gonna freeze my butt off(and fingers) outside looking up like a turkey with its mouth open and look for snow. If you happen to see a girl outside in a brown hoodie, that's me, being my crazy self. Snow is just the perfect remedy for getting out of my slump. Huzzah!

It's a zombie!

No, wait, it's me. Can anyone say dark circles?Midterms are this week and I have two more to go. Spanish and Algebra 2/Trig. I'm scared. But not as scared as I was today. U.S. History and Orchestra. I think I bombed the playing part of the exam since I rushed like crazy and couldn't play the really fast part. And I played it out of tune, too. And my G-string came out of the peg last night so I was panicking. If I had more time I would have played slower, but I had a bus to catch. Hopefully my mum really does let me drop Orchestra. I hate it and the whole "audition-for-a-seat-and-give-yourself-a-heart-attack" That's what happens to me. I don't like playing by myself all alone. I like to be in a group with no pressure. My mum may make me take private lessons if I do drop it, though since I think she still thinks I like playing the violin. Yes, I do sometimes, but not for concerts.I just like messin around and playing for fun. I really should be doing my math homework and getting an outline for the essay portion of the math exam. Crazy, I know. I'm either feeling really depressed this week or way to sappy cuz I've been listening to "You'll be in my heart" from Tarzan and other assorted songs that are sad like "Good Enough" by Evanescence. Hopefully next week I won't feel like breaking down and I can make a better update on life. Meh. I don't even have the energy to act crazy anymore. Too hard when I've got the ever present headache from hell.

Incognito was I....

I'm baaaaaaaAAAAAAAck! Buahahahahhahaahahha! Okay, so nothings really changed 'cept me and G are friends again. Apparently, she was mad at me because she thought I was mad at her. Crazy, huh. She said I was acting "weirder than usual". I was miffed that she avoided me because she thought I was acting stranger than usual(which, my dear Watson, is not possible since I act completely strange all the time) So things are back to normal and thank whatever God there is. I honestly can't say I was mad at her, since I can't hold a grudge to throw a sponge. Highly affronted and hurt that she would stop talking to me, yes, but not mad. My bro came back from the Land of the Buffalo(i.e. North Dakota) and caused havoc. He spent really one full day at home(Christmas) then spent the rest of the days asleep or at his friends house. And blowing money he doesn't have. Which got the parental units pissed and annoyed. He never learns that their not Bill Gates, they don't have tons of money. Least he could do was spend a little more time at home, maybe watch a movie or eat dinner. But nooooooooooooo, of course not. Anyways, midterms are upon me and I have to start studying my little butt off to gain some sort of knowledge(knowledge, what is that?) of past lessons. And get this, I have one in orchestra. Urg, vile, evil, unholy test it will be. Besides the point, that is. Online quiz, I have taken. Enjoy the results, you shall. Stop talking as Yoda, I should...
Pure Geek: (34% nerd, 52% Geek, 39% dork)
For the Record: A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia.
A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one.
A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social interactions/expectation.

You scored better than half in Geek, earning you the title of: Pure Geek
It's not that you're a school junkie, and you really don't stand out in a crowd, like the dork, you just have some interests that aren't quite mainstream. Perhaps it's anime, perhaps its computers, perhaps its bottlecaps, perhaps it's all of those and more. Your interests take you to events and gatherings that are filled with people you find unusual and beyond pale, but you don't quite consider yourself "of that crowd" Instead, you consider yourself to be fairly normal. Which, you are.
Congratulations!You're one on the Right

The Angry Rant of an Enraged Mad Person

Society is going down into the dumps, I swear. Have you seen the merchandise being sold to little kids these days?!?!? You know that society is going bad when little girls want to look like skanky ho's. I mean, come on! They want to wear mini skirts and tight, tiny tops. That's not normal, and sure as hell not right It's degrading to think little girls believe it's alright to look like a slut and act like one too. Bratz teach them that nothing but hair, make up, and boys is important. Parents are breeding their kids into stupid air-headed zombies. Girls will end up brain dead and plastic. Nothing good can come out of Bratz.Or anything else similar to Bratz. These girls are pretending to be something they should not. They're trying to grow up too fast without thinking about the consequences. They see shows like the O.C and think that's what being a teenager is about. It's all superficial to them. They don't know a single thing about being a teenager except what they see on t.v. They'll all just grow up, looking like sluts.They'll become even more vulnerable to sexual predators because they don't see the whole picture. Yeah, Bratz may be popular, but really, why? What happened to Banana's in Pajamas or Madeline. What happened to the good old days. Society has gotten so out of hand in so little years.More and more little girls want cell phones and "teenager" clothes. They all want to grow up without the responsibilities of being grown up. I know there are parents out there that condone these things and teach their girls that wearing mini skirts and wearing real make up is bad for them to do and to not take things like Bratz seriously, and I applaud them. It's the parents who give their child every thing they ask for but don't need that I don't like. Kids need to know the consequences of making bad decisions and that not everything is about make up and hair. Parents, think about this. What would happen if you didn't teach good morals to your child? Most likely, they would do bad things like steal, lie, cheat, and more. The same thing could happen if you allow your girls to grow up thinking the Bratz way is how everything works. They'll have boyfriends and guess what would happen? More than likely, they would not take the threat of pregnancy or STDs seriously and have sex. Yeah, really out there, that idea, right?Wrong. Bratz is so sexual and superficial that it could make girls think and act like that too. Girls want to be "hot" when they're only 7. There is nothing hot about a little girl. They'll be so naive about the world, and they'll make bad choices. They'll be oblivious and self-centered. They won't know what they do is wrong until something bad happens to them. Like being sexually assaulted. What now? I may not know a lot about Bratz, I only see glimpses of them from commercials and whatnot, but I do know from what I have seen that it isn't something I would want my daughter to grow up with if I have one. I wouldn't care if she wanted the "hottest new fashions" because everyone else wore them, I wouldn't care if she threw a tantrum because I wouldn't buy her degrading stuff. I would care about her future. I would not buy things like that, things that she doesn't need to live. If anyone is reading this and thinks "you don't know anything about parenting because you're only a teenager", well, yes, I don't know anything about parenting, but I do know that skanky entertainment and clothes for girls is not a good thing. It's vile and degrading to women. God help us all when brats do start to take over the world End Rant.

Christmas time is near...

Muahaha... I can't wait till Christmas! It's the time to sing Christmas carols in annoyingly obnoxious voices! So yeah. And an update on why-G-is-not-talking-to-me-still, she was talking to K on Monday and acting all chummy like she hadn't ignored her. And she was sittin by her new best friend. Of course, she was ignoring my existence. And while I really want to know why she's actin like I was am imaginary friend, I don't want to hear excuses. Cuz' her excuse isn't cuttin it since she sat in the seat right by where I sat which was near the end of the bus. Meh. I'm not gonna say anything to her, cuz as I see it, she should be the one to explain things cuz A does not equal Z right now. And I'm just fine right now, E, so ya don't haf'ta worry. Sooner or later she's gonna haf'ta acknowledge me. And everyone who can go should go ice skatin. Wait.....that's this weekend. Coolness.Gotta tell everyone, or we could postpone it till the Saturday before Christmas. It might be crowded. Or more crowded than it is already.Yay! I mean, Yay! on going ice skating possibly since I never went, not Yay! there's crowds. I hate crowds. I think my teachers are tryin to kill us again. I better write it down in my book of nonconspiracies. Nothing much has happened since my last post. I made a yummy no-egg pumpkin pie for Thanksgiving. My orchestra has a concert on the 20th and the 2nd violins suck. I'm serious. They can't play together. Everyone plays their own speed. The music is tolerable. I don't like Baroque style that much. I nearly fell asleep in Latin........again. And that would be a bad thing since I sit in the front. But my teacher didn't notice my eyes closing.At least I think so. Hmmm....I thought I had chocolate milk. Must go and retrieve some. Ta for now!

Dawn of the blah.....

So far, I've been surviving on 5 hours of sleep and I've been up for 17 hours. And I probably will be up even longer looking at the meteor shower. That's a good and bad thing. Anyways, today was day 2 of our play. Yesterday was opening night. YAY! It's so fun to just sit up in the lights booth and do nothing but talk and joke around. And play with yo-yo's and string. Yes, people still play with yo-yo's. This one guy, Joey, has some mad skill with the yo-yo!He's only been playing for 4 years, but dude!!!! He's frickin awesome. He competes regionally and state. And against all logic, he can yo-yo with the string not being tied around the yo-yo. Seriously. His yo-yo will come off the string and he'll catch it on the string and do these sweet moves. He's caught it in mid air! Anyways we had a small audience opening night since it was a Thursday. There were WAY more people today. We were putting up a gel to cover the light in our booth(a gel is colored stuffs) and I had to hold it up so Joey could tape it, but I could not stop laughing for no apparent reason. Chuckles strikes again!(by the way, that's what my dad calls me ever since my first orthodontics appointment to get spacers in and I could not stop laughing)(and no, I was not high and did not have laughing gas). I had a Carne Asada burrito which was super delicioso! And it's in the Southern California style, not the "let's-just-add-rice-and-beans-and-say it's-authentic" carne asada burrito. My dad was ecstatic to find a place that served it the same way it's made in San Diego. If your ever in VA Beach, go to Diego's Taco Shop, it's got ton of yummy mexican. Things are just fine and dandy at school.It's the same boring stuff. I got 4 A's and 4 B's for the first 9 weeks.I would have all A's if I was anywhere but in Virginia.Oh well. G is still ignoring me and K, even though she said that she wasn't mad at me, but just wanted some quiet time to herself. Yeah, and that's why she talks to other people and ignores the fact I exist. Yes, we believe that you're not being a bi-och and acting like you're all superior just because people aren't as sane or as "sophisticated" as you are. I'm really getting sick of her. She should straight-forwardly tell me why the hell she's ignoring me for 3 weeks and why she won't even recognize I exist. She won't even talk to K. She claims the "back of the bus is too noisy." Yeah, like sitting in the front is gonna help. It's sad that she thinks she makes sense and we'll believe her excuses. I know I'm not the nicest person, or even the quietest person, but I don't make up lies like that and ignore any friend that hangs out with a person I don't like. I know I'm not the easiest person to get along with and I know I can be annoying as hell, but the least she can do is say why she's ignoring everyone from SMS. People don't all of the sudden ignore their best friends and make up excuses. It's called courtesy. End rant. So I'll leave you to deal with my rambling while I go and munch on my burrito. Cheers!

And Life goes on...

So it's almost been two weeks since G has said anything to me. And I really don't care. She told K that she just wanted "peace and quiet time to herself." Yeah, she's gonna get that around school. She didn't seem to mind talking to others though. Strange...does she really think me, K, and A are dense. That's insulting to our intelligence to think we would believe her. Yes, because it's bloody logical to ignore all of your friends and say you just want to be alone. I personally don't care anymore. If she wants to be like that, fine, she can ignore me all she wants. Anyways, things are gonna get hectic this week. We've got our play coming out next Thursday,Friday, and Saturday which means staying after school nearly the entire week. And the only thing I'm going to do is spotlighting three scenes. Mostly boring work since a lot of time passes between the scenes. And I've still got to find some volunteer work for this semester. If anyone knows of any place needing volunteers 14 or up in Va. Beach or whatever, give me a shout out. God knows I've got nothing else to do except go to school and do homework. On a lighter note, I found a really funny(in mi opinion) joke online. I thought it was funny, though you may not think so. This is where my demented humor comes into play. I nearly choked on my drink when I read it. So I'll leave this post on a funny and demented note. Cheers!

" One day a Russian man found an old tea pot. Finding that, he rubbed it and a genie came out. The genie then said this, " I will grant you any wish that you ask me. But know this, anything that you get, your neighbor will receive twofold. What is it you request?"
Well, the Russian man thought about it for a moment and then he made his wish. " I wish for you to poke one of my eyes out."