Christmas time is near...

Muahaha... I can't wait till Christmas! It's the time to sing Christmas carols in annoyingly obnoxious voices! So yeah. And an update on why-G-is-not-talking-to-me-still, she was talking to K on Monday and acting all chummy like she hadn't ignored her. And she was sittin by her new best friend. Of course, she was ignoring my existence. And while I really want to know why she's actin like I was am imaginary friend, I don't want to hear excuses. Cuz' her excuse isn't cuttin it since she sat in the seat right by where I sat which was near the end of the bus. Meh. I'm not gonna say anything to her, cuz as I see it, she should be the one to explain things cuz A does not equal Z right now. And I'm just fine right now, E, so ya don't haf'ta worry. Sooner or later she's gonna haf'ta acknowledge me. And everyone who can go should go ice skatin. Wait.....that's this weekend. Coolness.Gotta tell everyone, or we could postpone it till the Saturday before Christmas. It might be crowded. Or more crowded than it is already.Yay! I mean, Yay! on going ice skating possibly since I never went, not Yay! there's crowds. I hate crowds. I think my teachers are tryin to kill us again. I better write it down in my book of nonconspiracies. Nothing much has happened since my last post. I made a yummy no-egg pumpkin pie for Thanksgiving. My orchestra has a concert on the 20th and the 2nd violins suck. I'm serious. They can't play together. Everyone plays their own speed. The music is tolerable. I don't like Baroque style that much. I nearly fell asleep in Latin........again. And that would be a bad thing since I sit in the front. But my teacher didn't notice my eyes closing.At least I think so. Hmmm....I thought I had chocolate milk. Must go and retrieve some. Ta for now!

Dawn of the blah.....

So far, I've been surviving on 5 hours of sleep and I've been up for 17 hours. And I probably will be up even longer looking at the meteor shower. That's a good and bad thing. Anyways, today was day 2 of our play. Yesterday was opening night. YAY! It's so fun to just sit up in the lights booth and do nothing but talk and joke around. And play with yo-yo's and string. Yes, people still play with yo-yo's. This one guy, Joey, has some mad skill with the yo-yo!He's only been playing for 4 years, but dude!!!! He's frickin awesome. He competes regionally and state. And against all logic, he can yo-yo with the string not being tied around the yo-yo. Seriously. His yo-yo will come off the string and he'll catch it on the string and do these sweet moves. He's caught it in mid air! Anyways we had a small audience opening night since it was a Thursday. There were WAY more people today. We were putting up a gel to cover the light in our booth(a gel is colored stuffs) and I had to hold it up so Joey could tape it, but I could not stop laughing for no apparent reason. Chuckles strikes again!(by the way, that's what my dad calls me ever since my first orthodontics appointment to get spacers in and I could not stop laughing)(and no, I was not high and did not have laughing gas). I had a Carne Asada burrito which was super delicioso! And it's in the Southern California style, not the "let's-just-add-rice-and-beans-and-say it's-authentic" carne asada burrito. My dad was ecstatic to find a place that served it the same way it's made in San Diego. If your ever in VA Beach, go to Diego's Taco Shop, it's got ton of yummy mexican. Things are just fine and dandy at school.It's the same boring stuff. I got 4 A's and 4 B's for the first 9 weeks.I would have all A's if I was anywhere but in Virginia.Oh well. G is still ignoring me and K, even though she said that she wasn't mad at me, but just wanted some quiet time to herself. Yeah, and that's why she talks to other people and ignores the fact I exist. Yes, we believe that you're not being a bi-och and acting like you're all superior just because people aren't as sane or as "sophisticated" as you are. I'm really getting sick of her. She should straight-forwardly tell me why the hell she's ignoring me for 3 weeks and why she won't even recognize I exist. She won't even talk to K. She claims the "back of the bus is too noisy." Yeah, like sitting in the front is gonna help. It's sad that she thinks she makes sense and we'll believe her excuses. I know I'm not the nicest person, or even the quietest person, but I don't make up lies like that and ignore any friend that hangs out with a person I don't like. I know I'm not the easiest person to get along with and I know I can be annoying as hell, but the least she can do is say why she's ignoring everyone from SMS. People don't all of the sudden ignore their best friends and make up excuses. It's called courtesy. End rant. So I'll leave you to deal with my rambling while I go and munch on my burrito. Cheers!

And Life goes on...

So it's almost been two weeks since G has said anything to me. And I really don't care. She told K that she just wanted "peace and quiet time to herself." Yeah, she's gonna get that around school. She didn't seem to mind talking to others though. Strange...does she really think me, K, and A are dense. That's insulting to our intelligence to think we would believe her. Yes, because it's bloody logical to ignore all of your friends and say you just want to be alone. I personally don't care anymore. If she wants to be like that, fine, she can ignore me all she wants. Anyways, things are gonna get hectic this week. We've got our play coming out next Thursday,Friday, and Saturday which means staying after school nearly the entire week. And the only thing I'm going to do is spotlighting three scenes. Mostly boring work since a lot of time passes between the scenes. And I've still got to find some volunteer work for this semester. If anyone knows of any place needing volunteers 14 or up in Va. Beach or whatever, give me a shout out. God knows I've got nothing else to do except go to school and do homework. On a lighter note, I found a really funny(in mi opinion) joke online. I thought it was funny, though you may not think so. This is where my demented humor comes into play. I nearly choked on my drink when I read it. So I'll leave this post on a funny and demented note. Cheers!

" One day a Russian man found an old tea pot. Finding that, he rubbed it and a genie came out. The genie then said this, " I will grant you any wish that you ask me. But know this, anything that you get, your neighbor will receive twofold. What is it you request?"
Well, the Russian man thought about it for a moment and then he made his wish. " I wish for you to poke one of my eyes out."

And the Biggest Idiot Award Goes to....

Obviously me. Another example of why I should not be let out onto the general public because of my personality: I can piss off my friends. Or actually, friend. I get along fine with E, K, J, A, and S. Now on the other hand, G is my polar opposite. Conflicting personalities and the like. But I'm not gonna blame her for this. She may not say it, but I can tell she is pissed off at me and definitely does not want to talk with me. Evidence A: She knows I am right behind her and she speeds up so she doesn't have to talk with me. Evidence B: She says she has to go to Spanish class early so we can't talk. Evidence C: I asked her if her mum was available to interview and she said that Saturday would have been the best time for me to do so, which I didn't.Then I said I got her message on Sunday and she said J called me about this halloween party,which, I might add, I could not go because 1:I hate parties and 2: I had math homework. And she said this all in her accusing, "I'm not talking to you" tone. And that, my friends, really hurts me the most. I can understand the ignoring part, but the accusingness really hits me hard. I bet a psychologist would say it's some deep-seated fear of being rejected and hated because of some past event in my childhood that's scarred me and made me insecure. I say it's the fact that I don't want my only best friend in high school hating me for my procrastination. I know we don't agree on everything and we certainly don't think the same, but ever since high school started, she's been acting different. Me, I'll always be the kid that laughs at everything no matter how dumb it is and forgets everything and finds a flaw in everything. That's one thing that hasn't changed. It's like...everything around me is constantly changing and here I am, the same person who acts the same and looks the same. And especially nowadays, everything changes so fast that I want some kind of constant in my life, and that is my friends. This all started out when I had high expectations for our homecoming hallway only to realize it wasn't as great as the juniors. I shouldn't expect so much, but I did. And that's what gets me every time. I expect a lot and then end up letting myself down. I made one comment on how our hallway kinda sucked, and I could tell G was pissed. She said it might've been better if I came to a meeting. I really didn't mean it to sound like that, but I had the foot-in-mouth syndrome. It was okay, I mean, they put in a lot of work to make that football goal and stuff. It just needed something more. I couldn't really get the MTV connection so that's why I said what I said. Misunderstandings are what causes friendships to collapse. K gets me, she and I think on the same wavelength. G and I used to think on the same wavelength sometimes. Now, she's all serious and I'm trying to keep things light. Not exactly the best situation. Only I can make a situation go bad. That's me, the failure. Every relationship I've had has failed and most of my friendships have withered out. I'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop.It seems like everyone hates me now. I had another row with my mum because of the same project that's caused my friendship with G to die. My mum blames me for not doing it, G blames me for being the callous person I am, dude, I blame myself for everything bad that's happened. This is just the worst FUBAR I've ever made. And now I'm debating on whether I should pretend to interview a spanish person just to get a grade or go on what I know about G's mum and do the report on her. Either way, I'm sorta making something up and I'm afraid somehow someone will find out. I feel really bad, and that's an understatement right now. And I would tell K about this, but she's got enough to worry about and this'll just get messy. Some sadistic part of me feels I deserve to feel so cruddy and part of me wishes someone wouldn't put me down so much. God, I can only go so far without breaking under pressure. I nearly broke when I got home because of all this weight, and it isn't even near midterms. This just reminds me of a quote,"Now is the time to decide between what is right, and what is easy." I just wish that friends always sticked together no matter what is said or done.

Procrastination attacks......with big pointy teeth

Well, it's been waaay to long since my last post. So a recap of my NYC trip. It was cool, I just wished my chaperone didn't get us lost on the train, we could've gone somewhere else instead of Chinatown.Which,by the way, wasn't really much China-y. Then we went to Macy's, which was huuuge. I wish we could've gone to the New York Metropolitan Museum of Arts and the U.N. building. Maybe some other time when I will have more time. And Spamalot was THE BEST SHOW EVER!!! Oh my god, my love for Monty Python has increased soooo much. Someone should make a cult or something devoted to the brilliance of John Cleese, Eric Idle, Terry Gilliam, Graham Chapman, and Terry Jones.I'm not worthy. I laughed my @$$ off so much during the play. Finland!!!!!! Oh my god....... I've soo been worshipping the cd I got. It was totally worth it. If you ever go to NYC, go see Spamalot, you will not regret it. Soo funny.... On the other hand, The Drowsy Chaperone wasn't that great. I mean, it might be because I'm not an adult(because mostly the adults were laughing) but it was boring. I nearly fell asleep like 8 times. No joke. My friend did fall asleep. The only funny part was when they had this Asian thing goin on,"What is it about Asians that make Caucasians confused..." or something like that. It was funny, probably because it wasn't even the real "Play". The play is about this old play that this guy likes and it comes to life when he plays his record player. Really weird. So life is back to normal now, sadly. I have to wear a toga one of these days for the Latin float for Homecoming, I have no freaking clue what possessed me to sign up.Ouch, my hands are hurting. One thing I don't like about the cold is that it makes my joints freeze up and it makes typing hard. Only because my dad never turns on the heater. Grr... I have a Spanish thing to do. I really don't want to talk into a tape recorder. How old fashioned is that??

What can I say, my freakiness amuses me...

I think it's safe to say my level of insanity has risen a notch or two since the beginning of summer. Obviously, my friends don't mind one bit since they're used to it. I think. G sometimes is surprised by how random and weird I can be. Meh. That's G for ya. Anyfur...................huh, I wonder what I was going to say...........ahah! S is going out with a junior. Slightly weird, but hey, I don't know him so I can't judge him. But I wonder who the heck he is........I need to use my super(not!)sleuthing skills. And I need to do that without sounding stalkerish. I did the mile today and I managed to not kill myself doing it. Chocolate for me! Tomorrow I am so going to be in New York. Sad thing is, I will probably be up for like possibly 48 hours. Hopefully I get sleep or else my sleep deprived self will fall asleep during the musical or on the subways. At least there's starbucks. I really wanna go into a museum or something.With really old ancienty stuff.Cuz everyone knows ancienty stuff is waaay better than stuff. Maybe I can manipulate my group into going to one. Sadly, G will not be joining us since she gets to go to NYC with her parents some other time. But, I will have GG with me.I can't wait to see Spamalot!!!!I am so psyched. Prepare New York, For I am taking you by Storm!!MUAHAHAHHAHAHA.*cough*Anyways, I was looking through some old nostalgic(hey!Big word!) photos from the end of last year's school(really, doesn't seem so long ago). The picture you see are of my best buds from left to right,E(who's real name starts with K),G(who's real name is actually S, but not the S I talked about with the junior bf),J(who's real name does start with a J), and K(who's name actually starts with a J).And If you are wondering about my first name initials, you're out of luck. You can guess and ponder the meaning of Q and if it really is my initial or not. It is not a random letter of the alphabet, though.So I leave you with the question of whether or not Q is the first letter of my real name or not....

And the Insanity continues.....

Right now, I'm writing a story. It's kind of like a play, actually. But it's not what you think. It's a joint project between my friends. It all started when E emailed everyone a story she wrote about us, called Jailhouse Sock. And then everything from there gets crazy. Me and K decided we wanted to make sequels to Jailhouse Sock and whoever finished first would title it Jailhouse Sock II and the other would call it Jailhouse Sock III. It's a very crazy, never-not-in-a-million-years-would-it-happen kind of story. It's got bad cops, deception, people getting framed, major butt-kicking of the cop kind by mothers, and an almost love story.It gets even crazier in my sequel. There's a plot of world domination and a conspiracy against the U.S. And Walmart bashing galore. It's very promising and totally lighthearted. Maybe I'll post it up here. :)